A week or so ago it came to me that perhaps the feelings of the spouse or partner of one who goes away for a time--such as a six-month hike of the Appalachian Trail--go through various stages much like the stages of grief.  As Jim was leaving and the week or so afterwards I think I was very stressed with the many things to do and my ambivalence about him leaving.  I also realized that I was somewhat numb.  While I could see his excitement, I also felt angry that he was leaving for this period of time, with many, many things hanging for me to do or complete.  I felt scared. Then for about a week, I felt mostly sadness.  So many things seemed to trigger this.  As I kept up my "journey" here, I moved into more peace and acceptance (getting the dog fence working again, after about two and a half weeks of on-going problem-solving, was a major boost!)  I bring myself back to the moment and living THIS DAY in a way that honors God, myself, and all the people with which I am involved.  This is a part of my spiritual journey, and I choose to embrace is with acceptance and  with honoring all that comes up. It is Saturday, and I turn over and embrace the possibility of this day.  From breakfast, reading, prayer, and writing....to a long walk.